Friday, April 22, 2005
toDay Today ya.... nOt feeling well too today..... burning head...haha n also a pimple on my nose so pain like reindeer sia....-_______-''' dun dare to go out sia... so red... nvm den i was wondering how to hide it ya... =( den use concealer use powder too... put until like wad likt tt so scary haha cos too white haha... ugly ugly todae... den today dilly dally den late for work but heng only few mins...haha its ok haha den i was lookin at my mirror to n fro to work sia haha cos really damn red lo... now still ok le but wow kao u see le u will lauff lo...haha...BLEaHz...SO PS.... haha eh den shock man early morning i was told t there was promotion for tiger air way sia...oh no.... again i saw this for first time ish like 100+ calls comin in early in the morning at 9am! mY GOD.... u can see my face turnin more white... plus tt i am repeatin all those things again n again ... n getting stupid qns n lots of enquiries too which we don have the ans.... oh my... headache... most of the time we always feel cold in the office but for todae i felt HOT u neo y? haha irritated by some customers... ya also the system ish lagging so slow...hahahaha ok la den quite happy took away so much calls in the evenin abt 50 calls le...haha gd gd gd... yeah i also wan to travel... i now also feeling very stress guess one day i really will beng kui......i cant get in the cos i appeal shit man...it's fULL!!!! aH~~~~hOW hoW hOW???? i am handling a lot of things now too .... hai ... i really lost hope on you le... y for the past 16+ years i trust u so much but now u like tt .. its sorts of betrayin... u kept on puttin things into the fire hoppin its gettin worst each day but i prove u wrong... u neo whu u r... closest to me... frm small u see me u carried me b4... i now also neo y brother also fan lian wit u also... i really understand... ok i am not goin to bother anymore u live in ur own world i live in my own world.... i am really dissapointed wit u.. after i neo so much u have changed... u have done and said, i sat down one day and think really hard alll those things i broke down... for the first time u ever say all those things....i really hope tt i neber knew u as my present sis i never ever wan....if u could change back i still need hundred of years to think think hard.... i wont forget wad u have said wad u have hurt me.....u think is easy to say out frm ur mouth all those things but u neber think how the person feels neber......once u pierce ur heart it will neber mend back....it take yrs.............* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
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