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Wednesday, August 31, 2005



heh ytd jiahui just remind that tml go visit teacher den i say ok..and i tot in the afternoon or wad then she finish sch... haiyo who neos she at 10 plus sms mi liao... heng i wake up switch on my phone see time or else i tink i 11 plus still haven wake up...lol hmm last nite tok tok chat chat until 2am mUhahaha damn my father came back so funny haha i faster off my cOmp den off light den go and slp haha... phew i was fast haha... veri fun...he wont scold la onli say y haven slp ah...blah blah lo...haha =P


then i went out at 11, they sms mi tat time i tink they already at sec sch le lo.. hmM then jia hui say straight meet mi at hougang station i say ok... sad lo cannot go and see mrs tang and mr reshidin...neber mui sch so near onli walk there visit them haha... then say ms kwa 12pm leaving to meeting...den was already 11.30 they say sit cab go i say ok den waited at hougang bus stop so long... ah then say cannot make it la then they say meet hougang malll....i was realli damn piss off lo..haha u ask hannah hahaha den went to eat lunch at jackplace i am broke haha... lol den hoh kao the service was damn bad lo...dot dot ...so hurry to clear our plates lo... hmMM so gan chiong...ah... hahaa then while eating saw justin again at hougang plaza lo... you yuan wu fen...haha siao liao la meet him so mani times... frm sec sch till now... ah~~~~ ahahaha sian haha


went jurong den sat at the chinese garden there write the card haha lol not bad got shuai ges walk pass... already frm hougang see so mani while waitin for them and at hougang plaza and at jurong haha oOOOooOoOooOoO my eyes blink blink haha lol den went to find ms kwa... at fuhua sec sch haha at first saw her she neber change onli tat she ish havin a shaggard face tire and stress haiyo sad for her then after toking and took pictures she say quite late better go home early..then she walk with us till the gate so sweet den she say bye bye the type of can't bear to say bear...she say she cant bear to say bye bye but cannot latoo pian pi... den turn ard she walk away den she cry liao i saw it... den faster i took out tissue ask my fren gif her she ...hai make mi already into tears also lo... hai... den lata board on bus go back home so sian... ahaha damn late liao lo... play so much hai... i luv u all teachers esp ms kwa and mrs tang =) u all veri wei da luv ya =) tata gtg liao haha study lO... >_<


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:48 PM

Monday, August 29, 2005



hi i am back... haha oh no days are gettin more boring each day due to oUR cOmin exams hmm so bored lo.. dun neo y... all plan to go out have fun after exam ---- my plannings-----

1.)go malaysia jus half day to shop and shop
2.)learn new things such as dance
3.)make lots of jewelleries see free a not haha make new and colourful ones...lalala
4.)save money now then open chalet on october yesh haha
5.)go train to becum good badminton player hahaha
6.)join back my alumni band again to play saxophone till the veri best =) even though i forget some notes liao but can de =P
7.)plan to go which country
8.)find another new job hahaha veri sian i wanna do sales =D


todae after sch i mean after past up our project we go play arcade den sit chat den go home le... nvm haha thurs or fri we having badminton haha yesh damn fun sia.... heehee hehehehe erm ya also tat teacher day ish comin on wed i tink haha haha goin back to sch to visit them lol and also to fuhua sec sch to visit my best geo teacher ms kwa she ish damn nice lo =D i decided to gif up on u le.. no more since wad i have been told and ya correct lo gp(generation gap ba) mayb i tink i will study first let it be natural no nid so hurry haha... ah thanks ah yihao say i look like 21 yrs old hahaha lol hmm mi now also goin crazy chattin with pri sch frens haha ...thanks to someone entertain me haha with his blogs haha so funny lo... okie la i go back chat liao tata...


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:26 PM

Tuesday, August 23, 2005



yes to let u go or wait???? i already hurt 1 person not another 1...hai dun neo la... okie frm todae onwards i gonna b myself smILES haha tml can late for sch MUHAhaha wow wtodae after sch damn sian lo hannah go o level eng oral dn left mi alone with those guys...boring sian lo.. hai i waitin for fri to come got badminton haha MATCh again haha wuhOO heehee i gonna win this time ya haha hmm after chattin i must go research go print things and slP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha i lUV yA mUMMY pAPA haha sO nice ya hahhaahaha tata~~


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:14 PM

Monday, August 22, 2005



i am damn bORed... hmmm toDae ah go sch with my short hair damn not nice hmmm haha but i like it haha... i am fat... damn i gonna go train liao haha... sian leh now chattin with frens and doin project OMG tcs ah!!! fri must pass up so wad lo.. last min de... then todae internet graded project not veri smooth lo..jia lat lo... hmm 40% omG haha den heng jus pass my internet paper...cos i did badly for my term test also haha... sick man haha mui maths got so low also haha jia lat becos of one formulae all down sia i mean all wrong haha... yeah todae also shock la hannah say she neber study gong gong jia ting gong she got 26/30 li hai ma haha i 21 leh oMG haha lol neber mind...hmm tml get beck ckt omg wan le la...sure fail de lo... veri bad at ckt de.. hmmm i dun wish to flunk again lo... =D then every1 after sch also no mood ah go drink coffee haha sian man den go home i damn bored.. damn sian damn tire waitin waitin waitin... hannah understood mi...thx ya but so so wad every1 knows abt it will u understand? and pls la on sat rite actually i am okie de but y u like tt ytd i pull down my moral to conference u actuall y dun wanna tok okie u win suan le... u got any prob dun ask mi... i got my limits lo... hai... tt person i nEo i really hOpe u understood now and y... only u in mui heart nobodi else shall overtake de lo... wait ba...


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:54 PM

Sunday, August 14, 2005



hMMM ytd 13aUg went to work early morning damn tired... den go work happy tot i won't be busy but later got a lot of calls so busy...=O very tiring sia...erm den repeat the same old things again haha lol...i brought my homework go do at last neber do...so sorry hannah i never send u the project...die la i still got paranomal to do leh how then i use eugene's pic rite make my pixmaker hang sia jia lat tml presenting i am so last min sia hai... = oh no then now working again heng not so many calls therefore i am going to study now don wanna waste my time very tire u know but i am stupid to give my scheldure on sat and sun hmmmm heehee i miss ya... ah~~~know a lot of frens in wholivesnearyou...HMMM didn't know so many ppl live near me haha been so bz with sch and work no time to write blog liao so sad sia... haha


on fri we go play badminton haha so fun lo... so long neber play liao hee lookin forward to another game...but now very tire... scare i blackout haha... hmm then very funny ah they play badminton very action pack lo... there is hannah , kieren, adrian,ah moo and me... haha then kieren was so hyper he won so many times... hmmm...then i partner ah moo to fight with him but still in the end he himself win both of us... li hai sia... haha everyone lose to him =P den we sat down there watch MR adrian play basketball haha den kiereen saw pretties then he say it's my turn to show liao haha...den ok we cheer for him haha then he walk towards the basket ball court then everyone star at him den slowly he walk back towards us he so pai sae sia haha lol cos they starting their game le tts y so funny la haha lol den after tt we went to the gym section haha play lo... after go eat den go home le muhahaa ok la very happy on fri haha nice day haha yeah after 9sept can play till crazy now must study hard jia you=D i mus do super well for my CKT!!!!! dun care haha =D


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:21 AM

Sunday, August 07, 2005



haha toDae wOke up at 5.30AM haha gO malaysia with mUmmy and my cousin..haha lOl sO early and sO lonG le nEber gO ther mUhahaha den went there to the market muhahaha a lot of things sia =d then after tt actually everytime they going home but todae i came so my uncle say lets go shoppin lo =) thX yA uncle! haha lol then went there see see look look hmMm but also did nOt buy mUCh lo... wao den my cousin rite he only pri 5 got RM150 to buy things leh mI leh RMO lo...haha so poor thing lo... but all my mother pay for me haha lol...wao then they bought fruits like FOC lo... haha i need to carry la... of course i dun like to let my mother carry so much things... oH no i go malaysia neber study bUT haha i studying now leh heehee i very guai k... ah chatting up with some ppl i dun neo some very irritaing eeKS.... b careful i blOck u ah hmmm =P hee i am comin ou liao vivien ish goin to study real hard liao heehee =) any one can ask mi MATHS WOr haha welcome to ask mi ya =D can la i go study and do project liao haha bYE =D


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 6:44 AM

Friday, August 05, 2005



hai sad find out tt some1 neber accept my testimionial wao sad man... todae so bored after sch all eat liao den all go home liao.... left me and hannah she was again mad... she say go home too early her mother will scold...funny rite?haha lol my mother should b very happy lo if i go home early lo... then talk on phone wit adrian with ear piece haha den hannah listen one i listen one i do almost all talking lo... haha den we got nth to do at the interchange for 20mins...grade ppl esp guys... haha siao leh we two haha lol haha den went to kovan go see hannah mother haha hmm den we walk walk walk so tire haha


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:00 PM

Monday, August 01, 2005



About Me:If you're afraid to love a person because offriendship, you have two choices: either tell whatyou feel and let the love take place or hide thefeeling under a friendship full of pretensions.It's hard for two people to love each other whenthey live in two different worlds but when thesetwo worlds collide and become one, that's what youcall magic!Love can never be so beautiful without friendship.One leads to another and the process isirreversible. The best of lovers is the greatestof friends!I like you because you're my friend, and becauseyou are my friend I care, and because I care, Ilove you.I don't love you because you are my friend, I loveyou because I do!Sometimes I've asked myself, what would make mehappy? To think that I have everything else, I getwhat I want. Then I realized it was YOU, too bad'cause it's you i can't have. I can't choose whoI'm gonna love, but I also can't love who choosesto love me.And you can't blame me in choosing to love you asmuch as I can't blame you for not learning to loveme. I'm sorry if you can't love me the way youloved the one before me, so I'll let you go findhim/her and hope someday you'll see that the onetrue love you're looking for was the one who set you free."How can I say goodbye to someone I never had?Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine?Why is that I miss someone I was never with and I askwhy I love someone who's love was never mine?"Isn't it funny we're trying to catch the attention of the one we think we love; we hardly notice theone we're really looking for was just there. You don't notice them 'till they are in the arms of someone else Food for thought, think of this:Have you really cared for someone more than you expected?Have you ever tried to love him/her despite of all the pain?Will you keep on loving him/her as he/she whisperssomeone else's name?Will you? now wat i am doin issh silently waitin 4 ur answer ... ur answer meant alot to miie


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:08 AM



hai tOdae mornin gO sch hmmm so sianz...dun neo y sunddenly like tt lo no mood haha...perherps monday blue? haha then miss bus 27 still wake slowly haha waited 10 mins for another one and it was so packed todae... haiyo den my mp3 player not workin so listen to handphone music haha heng ah or else i bored to death le... then took 23 also so long i was the last to reach sch todae haha at first damn happy but dun neo y down ... haha first thing ish do finish stupid ept project ahaha ..wow todae uncle kireen dye hair nehx to brown look younger but still got uncle pattern haha...lol hmm den do the ept project burnt my hand so pain now swollen...hai everytime i got sth i will keep inside my heart i wont say out de haha even u use ruan de to trick me haha dun neo y mayb i am like tt ma... den jus now no mood go drink coffee so go home slp den wake up do revision haha hmm at 72 so funny sherman slp until so funny and cute sia...and eugene too haha lol finally now at home time to slp first i am sorry if i hurt any1 todae mood nt gd =D promise frm tml onwards i will be betta =D smiles


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 6:49 AM