21/10/2005
i know i am so selfish and stupid to tell u all tis... i told u tt u could find a better gal then me because i don wan u to be mocked... during those days i have red eyes because of crying too much.. i am like a freak ...u r really gd guy... thx for takin care of mi and veri concern of u... i still don neo why u like mi i wanna neo but u told mi liking someone also no need to have a reason... but i don agree so... i felt so alone when watching the movie i felt so coldfelt like breaking down ,no more feelings frm u ...i neo u r angry...u asked hannah n hannah told u not to mention ur ex...(don blame her cos i neo tt u was msging her...frm u two actions..)i did not wanna tell u cos i felt tt everything everyday is related to ur ex...but it's ok with mi...i neo ur ex done a lot of things wit u memories r wit u inside u so i wont stop u...

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 12:33 AM