Saturday, February 25, 2006
i feel tat sth is wrong.. i don neo how come like tat.... my mind is bloated... i wanna break down ...
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
1:43 AM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
tis sONg is dedicated to a guy whO will be on my mind...
BECAUSE OF YOU
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
LAstlY i wan to tell u tat...
Because of u, i neber let other ppl had a chance......
i don't want u to stay by my side 4ever but I need u forever…
i don like justin at all i admire him...
admire is not = to like
actions speaks louder than words
i did hua chi during sch but was crazy jus entertainin myself...i cant do anithing... i got sth to say but i cant i am speechless..i did not had the chance....
wadever i said handsome guys...long hair...all are fake ...cos i only like one person....only u.... i don care wad is other ppl comments... i regret wad i hab done last november i regreted a lot.....tt time i hate myself, hate myself till core i cut my hair short to start anew to forget u but i cant....
i am afraid...
afraid tt i will be rejected...
i am not perfect nor pretty
i am not clever too useless
i have some mani que tian tat i tink noone will like also... therefore if no /avoid is ur ans i neo the truth...
afraid tt even our frenship will stop here ...
if its like tt then i shall stay put...
i rather secretly stand by ur side than tellin u...
i neber regret.... =D gd nite sWt dReaMs everyone1!!!! mUacks...=x don let all tis overcome ur mind as exams are round the corner GANbATTe study hard jIa YOu!!!!!* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
8:05 AM
