sO tired.... :O..... haha after work today went to K bOx... abt 1pm met them.. cindy,christine,cheryl and wei ting..
didn't neo some ppl are so self centered...(WT lo..) she wans seperate room cos i am not close with them..WTF... cont tml.... tire go slp liao...

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:49 AM

hMMM todae i didn't feel great... i jus feel sensitive, ignorance, wierld and a bit irritated... i dun wish to list out too...
maybe everyting has changed, i jus didn't notice it... harsh yet hurt... sometimes being too kind isn't gd at all... being evil oso not gd... don push me to the extreme... silence remains in tis world of my it shall be... cooling myself of some of those problems those circumstances... i have yet to choose tis road i wanted... no doubts????? i don neo shall i lauff or cry... i need some time... i m realli not used to it... not with ur presence ani more...
kind of jokes wasn't tt funni.. to mi i don neo is u change le or u are jus joking... but if its real u pls change... wake up ur mind stop all those things.. we ain't tt close as last time..u became insocial...communication breakdown among frens mite happen... i don neo.. i jus don wan to neo tis u i wan to neo the last time u... thoughts in my mind, am i to say i am stupid to do all tis i shall say no... delicate tis song to u, but i don tink u will oso u... the words she gave was iniative by the gal whu kept asking herself to him is she the one but she could oni ask to herself... quite touching song (listen till cry...) and i like i veri much...


"I Promise" BY Stacie Orrico


Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone,
Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will


Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?


Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will


Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise


Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will


And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:54 AM

First day of sch yesh it was damn boring haha boring.................ok la get use to it le... the class was quite small.. as usual Mon 12pm we meet each other for lunch haha yeah miss them sia.. the fun.. thx ah mmo for the SIMS2 university disc :) cos now is like walk frm another class to another eh can say all same ppl la but we don neo them and they seems wierld to me.. i don neo why for some i neo them... haha my fren's fren... -_____-... i enjoyed the most was the last 2 lesson although drag till like 10 mins more.. whaaha it was hands on grp work not bad... lol cos we get together and tink together :) wahaha and is like naufal hannah and eliza in my grp lOL>_< alex was taken away poor him...lol... hMM that oen tien teacher sia hMMM quite boring lo.. neber really like have ethusiasm .. make me feel so restless in his lesson... today i book all books ard $50 plus lo... ex ex ex... ADRAINS BOOKS ARE DAMN DAMN DAMN LIGHT LO wahaha den OURS IS DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN heavy esp the EBZ...-_________- aniway heng got sherman mother gif us a ride home to KOVAN.. wahaha or else i will like grumble back home :P LOLz... basil break his promise neber wait for us and kieran neber oso... haha tat 1 can xcuse...lOLzz...WORLD CUP COMING SOON!!!!!!!!!!! wanna watch ... hahahaha hMM no one to push me to work hard le... BUT i will promise to push myself hard to study damn damn hard...actually i write finish the blog liao then press wrong thing everything gone.. den now write lesser... SEH ah~~ awahaha ok i go slp liao tire wahaha SO u tink u can dance is NICE MAN!!!!!!!! :D i miss eU~~ my medicine..wahaha tata

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 7:39 AM

DUhZ ytd was so bz.. morning was distracted by customer nuisance AH PEKS!!!! keep asking and asking nonsense things and repeating what i told him for like more than 4 times... dUhz... make my blood boil.. -_______- for 1 hrs.. thank him a lot too.. test my patients... :D indeed i am~~~

after work ard 3pm went to Orchard to meet eliza and hannah... cos i need to go BOdy shop see my fren go there buy daily essential... haha then eliza need to shop for tOp which she had saw at Marina Topshop and indeed she bought it haha not bad i tink the shirt.. then hannah left us so early to go eat dinner.. haha... :O eliza and me continue walk to heeren to see things oso ... bought a new bag haha to carry booKs... a BIG one... =)


nEh todae 23/4/2006 woke up and yeah body ache... tired... having to slp so late and walk and shop ... haha not enuff rest too... my cough have not recover... so sick... woke up and after shower read newspaper in this section about a gal who got tongue cancer when she was 19 yrs old...Omg i m really worried for her pls pls .. FIGHT with the cancer... May God bless her... after tat i was goin to late cos i read newspaper so focus hahaha then later took bus saw Christine so happy wahaha i tot whu sit beside me LOL....then so tire slp all the way to work... after work go home pack my wardrobe cos ITS TOO MESSY lE!!! wahahaha.... so guai ... den later iron clothes do hsework... LOLzz... wahaha todays fine day wahaha yeah saw kieran online finally like so long neber tok to him liao tok lots... lOlz... miss ya.. gonna slp tml got sch at 9 wOW... :D

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:00 AM

hEH todae woke up at 10am ...ossh i was like meetin eliza at 10.45am as she wans to have breakfast...guess wad i showered at 10.35 lOLZ... i was reading magazine ...ENGROSSED... haha den later met her at hougang mall at 11.30 liddat she ate at delifrance yUMMY loOKin at her eating... :O sO tempting...whaahaha den Luckily 82 came fast HAha got down at Hougang Sports hall ard 12 plus oOOo haha we were late den ah mOO and adrain alreadi reach... erMs i enjoyed playing there haha quite fUn... stupid sherman... >_<>_< hahaha den i eat HOr Fun---okok la tampines chai chee nicer :D yUMMY.... then aH mOO eat until veri sad.. cos not nice his claypit and he HAVE to wait for more than 10mins.. LOLZ... so Funni then they KI siAo keep toking CRAPS... the actress in KAO XIAO XING DONG was ther eating ..wOOOO she eat claypot and herbal soup wOW damn filling meal sia... den ah mOO siaO liao i say her SUI he goes jus horny... -_________- PATHETIC.... LOL... den later go down to $$$1 dollar shop walk walk haha... bought swts for sherman and eliza... THIS 2 CUTIES HUH keep pestering ME buy swts for them...LOLZ... sORri adrain I PIAN XING... :P den we went walking ard hougang mAll sO funni...cRAPS all the way later abt 5 like tt go hoMe liao whahaha gonna miss them...sHIts and i got to meet christine!!! at 6pm


HAHA i rushed home FIRST THING shower den came out like drench LOL my hair la... diaO like neber COMB hair go out.. met her den tok lots of craps on the way.. :O LOTS OF THINGS to TOk lo...wahaha then we went to GV buy tickets for EIGHT BELOW... OMG it was a DAMN nice mOVIE!!!!!!!!!! touching indeed.. :D say the truth i cried.. wahaha real story tat i really respect la... hMMM... nice do catch it ya.. gtg slp tml gonna work haha TATA.. i miss u~

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:47 AM

it's been like 2 nd day from chalet.. haha i enjoyed the chalet.. gathering with my class A512 yeah i love them forever =*... they are great frens, i can't to leave every1 as we gonna go different class... the first day on 10 april i met hannah at hougang mall first to buy things den later go check in at about 3 plus almost 4... wah seh we took the cab to there the uncle talk a lot lo.. about chalet... but quite nice he wish us to enjoy ourselves...hahaha then later check in hannah go line up to check in and you know wat she was standing there for 30 mins and noone is attending to her... i was so frustrated lo... and somemore ppl cut queue...OMG... heng there is a malay lady who attend her when i was about to get up... -_-...

hannah and I was nuaing at the chalet... watching tbee... ard 5pm kieran, adrain and ah moo reached... they rushed to the bedroom lolx... like neber slp b4 like tt lo... -_-... then later basil and sherman came... then i was so tire suddenl den nua and slp... they will like playng cards and ki siao... wahaha i was like SHHH... don disturb me!!!!

wake up le abt 6 plus wanna 7 liao.. haha i was so thirsty i wan to go buy ice... then later eliza also gonna reach soon...haha then at nite chunkee and hu shuang came ... so shock to see her hair is reborned...i still tink tt her curl hair is more suitable for her.... =P then later they play majong those guys and we gals went up and play games.... murderer, bluff, dai dee, truth and death...
-_-... i tio death to times..1st kiss kieran cheeks, 2nd is he kiss me back... -_- SO ps......
then the other gals oso tio den must kiss the other guys... -_-... AND EDWIN IS so heng neber tiO ani lo... -______-.......... then later ah moO they all sian liao wanna go to pasir ris park to walk walk ... then ah kee got pick up rite then he ask us wan a ride? we sat behind so funni then he drive like so fast , veri dangerous lo... so scary oso... our hair is so messy lo... then they climb at the spider web then play the spin, then play catching ... and hannah and i jus shower lo... as 12am to 6AM no water lo... diaO... we all smelly smelly lo.. no shower.... -_- only dry clean lo...

cont later working now... and feeling very sick...

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 7:54 PM