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* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:20 AM

yeah todae i am free to write the whole story finally... shld i start with tat day on wed? haha...

Wednesday... 17/5/2006

hmMm sth not rite with me i feel tt... i was okie after sch and we went opposite sch to have lunch... after tt went to library to watch nBa haha not bad... its fun watching together ya :D... abt 2 gtg for arts tut... boring lesson i can say and it was presentation day for the mosaic... my name was the last in that namelist.. so lucky am i tt day i knew i am the first one to be called up anyway... GOt up and presented and wasn't a gd presentation anyway my mind almost went blank, words couldn't come out of my mind tt time so unusual of me... teacher actually asked me how long i did my mosaic.. its like maybe 2 nites... i got scolded by my mum thkz to tis proj.. cos a bit useless thing and cause me slpness nite... hmmm i went to my seat i feel so tire ... nauseaus... yes i feel like vomitin tt time but i didn't wanted to go toliet but interuptted...went and i feel so sick..... my stomach was aching terribly... don neo wad happen ... after arts actually ish go home first then later i come out again meet eliza and basil to buy hannah birthday present but i was so sick... sry alex neber tok to u ... cos if i tok some more i will vomit... take cab home with eliza... 5 liddat reach home.. omg i on my phone ringtone to lvl 6 beside my bed... rang at 5.30 i woke up tok to hannah... slp again.. tossin... 6 plus basil called me... haha i couldn't slp but rest :) i tink i shouldn't spoil the day i shld get up and get hannah present cos i wan to suprise her even if i cant... ;) they had dinner at kovan but i did nt hab ani appetite.. when somewhere to buy her a wallet haha cos i complaint her purse is too big... haha ;P...


thUrsdAy 18/5/2006

went to sch as usual everything ish fine, hMMM stress stress ... stress on upcoming projects, quiz and presentations.. thurs ish a long day i am lazy to say... nth special... oni stress at nite haha planning sorry to shawn cos as said on fri watch Mi3 but couldn't everything clashes.. i am the planner for tt and hannah birthday... hMMM compromise was the most impt thing but they couldnt do it la... haiyO... hMMm i felt so bad jus putting aeroplane on him ... cos i sms him neber reply... LOL... exergerate... LOlz... thx to basil help in plannin oso or else i wont make it by myself.. haha :) finally i could rest at 2pm cos fri no sch..adrain still call mi haha i am consultant...LOLX...


FRiDay 20/5/2006

slpt till 10 woke up online hMMM... meetin eliza at 3.. bUT!!! we meet ard 3.35 wahaha late late... abt to meet the others we saw hannah and wanshun on the way haha oso meeting us.. we went lucky plaza to play pOol so fun.. haha me and hannah one team against wan shun WE WIN 1 time... :) wahahahah so happi... LOLz haha kieran came and played till late evening... toOk cab to marina to meet adrain.. LOLz... had our steamboat at ZHEN FA HUO HAI XIAN... aniway wad i don like is the live prawns.. omg... enjoyed the food over there cos got ppl cook for us... hahaha... :) heehee after tt drank a bit.. still early and we tot of goin esplanade... haha yesh went there and i tot of buying cake for Hannah wahaha 12am coming soon ... went marina sq with adrain wow i was so blushing red lo... >_< so funni... go everyone ppl see mi... bought tiramisu for her hahaha but no candle tried other restaurants but they don hab so sad... :(... OMG we are so mad at there(drink again)... haha the view the air so nice... :O hMM if mi i will ask my bf bring me there.. :P haha went home ard 1 plus HOHO eliza mother fetch us... 2 went to take cab to tamp and 6 squeeze into the car.. LOLz... 5 of them squeeze behind LOLz.. first time in my life... haha aniway last one to go home... haha so scary... haha showered and SLpt.........................zZzzzzzzzZzzzzzzzzzzZzzzzzzzzZzzzZzz


SaturDay 20/5/2006

didnt went work report mc too tired .. opps... >_< heh and i did hsework todae.. tok to chu heng basil online craps... tok to father loAds of toking... haha =) read newspaper did loads of things but neber study die.. got to study tml tml i oso gt work 9 to 2 die.. u neo wad i had steamboat again todae i am so scare of eatin ... no appetie... HOHO.... i oso don neo how to plan my birthday,. LOL till here .. swt dreams frenz... :)


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:23 AM

wOosH!!!! sLePT till late morning ard 10.. hOHO read newspaper, do homework, shower, online...planning to go out BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BiSH~~~ rainin.... -______________- half sian lo... got to go later a bit... ard 1.30 den went out then i forget to bring sth went home... bLAH~~~ and reached at kOvan to take train at 2...as usual hannah was LATe... wahahaha... shake head... nvm then took train to orchard to meet chu heng... den he was late oso ...LOL... he still ask me somerset or orchard.. diaoz first time go out with him... eh can say he is a very quiet guy shy shy those type... in class oso seldom tok wan he oni slp... haha as usual he will smile , or say ya or hMM. or ok... LOLz... funni guy... den first went to body shop again THX BEN!!!!!!!!!! haha thx u a millON!!!!!!!! :D hannah had to change the blusher for her fren cos Ben gave her the wrong one... LOLz.... after tat was me i went to change a blouse.. cos got hoLES.... -__________- LOL... heng no need to work to wheellock there can change at ngee ann... :O... later was chu heng turn hahaha he need to change his shirt cos the colours are fading... LOL.... waH todae xchange day lol... :P chu heng had to find birthday present for his fren therefore we went to Pan pacific plaza there to see for wallets... HAHA shake head all design are nice but the slots are ugly... funni rite... outside nice inside not nice... diaOz... then went to AtTussy ( i forget how to spell it) the same shop where we bought the shirt for alex in PS.. haha bUT Pan PAcific more design sia.. >_<>_<... tOOk pic at heeren...hOHOHO... outside ps gt a promoter stop us and ask us loads of qns ask us free sit down tok... i say we meeting our parents for movie...LOLZ.....then went to cafe cartel at PS to rest cos hannah wanted to hab cakes... then gt tis guy wearin ear rings walk here and there... when i was tokin to hannah i realise he keep lookin at our table.. don neo ... den i felt uncomfortable so i glance at him he look back ... wah i cont talk don care...haha maybe he lookin at hannah ... keep standin behind hannah......-________- got another guy oso not bad lookin... hMMM tis one neber stare oni walk ard with tons of water ... shake head... when payment time jus nice they oso at the counter... that guy who stares stand near hannah den like tokin to collegue... diaOZ... go home tt time sat to habourfront then back again... got a guy board at habour... he sat infront of us... i stare at him he stare back ..nvm he look head to toe at hannah...lol... i told hannah he interest in u sia... LOL... he got nth to see lo oni to see u ... :P go home tt time...omg sicko i took bus frm kovan tis guy a bit long hair keep starin at me... omg... y todae everyone keep starin................. ytd worst at cold storage ( kovan) got one uncle look at me nvm.... he came back again 2nd time he came towards me and said so swt... WTH... i panic.. wheres my sis... heng my sis came he walked away... my sis was so angry lo... she went to find him and point at him.. den she wants to go confront him .. i faster drag her out and go.. cos i feel so freak and sick... :( haix.... sickos...

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:31 AM

o_O erms wake up ard 7 plus but lie on the bed... don neo y leh tis timing autO wake up... diaOx... then cont slp until alarm ring ( but cannot slp lo...) haha den woke up ard 9 plus cos meetin hannah at 11.20 for lunch sch starts at 12pm and no lunch break... -____- AND u neo wad we SAW mR LOK... our acct tut at 12 pm de teacher... OMG... he did mention us in class.. aniway he ish veri nice even though u late he don care he jus mark got come sch... nice rite... craps in class... wahaha thx to HANNAH... haha den after tt was LEcture bORING but i was attentive in class i kept yawning and watery eyes... a lot of times lo until i wanna go home still yawn wahaha... then last two lesson at 3pm start AND realli it was damn BORING ... he teach teach teach write on the bOARD BUT!!!!!!!! so small see wad... >_< LOL.... THx teacher he let us off at 4 pm wahaha but got assignment la... wahaha went to KOvan to makan dinner... ard 5 plus reach and BASIL!!! he went for hair treatment... so long cos he ask wanna meet a nt ma... then we anithing... thx to him we waited 1 hr plus... hannah went to trim hair.. den i sit there bO liao... wahahah then we go walkwalk ard... LOLz... 6.30 still haben ok ...-___-den he came oMG... more vain then me lo go treatment... LOL... Went for dinner at the coffee shop BLK 209 hMM had noodles... quite ok.. then hannah and i was tokin abt the stores tis noodle store beside ish sellin the same thingf and they are bRos... OMG... aniway the uncle loOks coOk when he cOOk he got a earing and wears addidas shirt drive mERs and hab condo in CHANgi... den hannah is mad abt him wahahah siao la... -_________- after dinner was pOol... HOHO... o_O lost to weNHAI.... -_____- but i win one round... muahaha su ku su ku play one... =P we finished the games at 9 liddat.. cos they wan to go arcade.. but i didn't wan to play... went home and it started to drizzle... waited for 119 wit wenhai... damn long... o_O nvm rain drop ish heavier... tok craps with him... then 10 mins then bus came... boarded... rainin so heavily... i bo bian my sis neber pick up my phone cos in silence mode... haiz go home drenched.... FIRST TIME... LOLZ.... haha aniway its quite fun todae gtg tok to my fren at msn ...=D

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:17 AM

I had a great day at school morning was Biz fundamental although is 3 hours of time consuming subject but its slacking subject... again i was late don neo y everytime change bus there so many ppl... next time i got to get on 27 at 7.30 like tt.... when i am attending for 9 am class...-____- we did make alex angry successfully and at appel we gave him his birthday present in advance first ytd we were free to go shopping to buy clothes for him... he is quite happy with it.. :) after tt was CCN at TCC a talk about "LOVE" ,"DATING", haix waste our time... aniway did enjoy... :) arts appreciation was a damn boring class... we are left there 1 1/2 hr there drawing and sketchin our pic... -___- boring lo.. 4 plus went home crapping on the bus ( i neo i keep smsing) craps craps craps... i tot its going to be ok.. kinda tired feel like going home to slp but didn't...

my sister came to me complaint a lot of things to me... 1.) my father say her cooking skill not gd no one will eat her food...
2.) abt my bro i so call bully my FATHER....
3.) my sister in law left lights on left water flowing the whole nite, my parents did not say anithing and say its ok...
WTH... y is it everytime my sister and i kanna scolding but not my bro nor his wife... for no reason oso scold... u all don like my bro behaviour why don wan to tell him straight oFF HIS FACE... but complaint to me oni... always me...

then my mother came home... my sister told her some things and asked her y don wan to tell my bro's wife? cos is repeating every habits... then later they quarrel... i don wanna interrupt , i wanted to speak up but its beyond control... it really sucks... i jus ask my mother, wanted to help her she jus yell at me.... wads wrong cant i help u... eveytime when my bro tok to my mother without manners and he even shout at my mother... i will always be the one be the one to protect u cos u are my mother... it hurts when he does tt to u.... i jus don neo y u still treat him and his wife so gd wheras my sister and i are like strangers or i don neo wad... tis is not the first time le i rather stay in sch or outside den return home...


hannah i tink everythings gonna be fine i jus wan to forget everyting... enjoy every second with u and frens in sch... I love u too... i hate myself ... a lot of things happened to me tis few days i don neo how to handle........... all becos of 1 person....

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 6:54 AM

HMMM bad day for me todae kinda suai... unlucky i mean... went to sch no bus to board wth.. den i was late liao.. den hannah reached first ... didn't want her to wait so long ma she ask me faster so i take cab lo.. then toke $4.20 cab to sch and u neo wad saw bear bear in sch den he say he called me but i neber heard.. he told me behind me got 2 TP bus sia... diAOZ..... haix... not my day... den alex asked shawn to meet us at overhead bridge aniway i was not on form i mean sth wrong wit me la den neber tok much... sorri...

haix... firstly la i tink a lot of misunderstanding between us... u didn't like to go out with one of our fren cos u got ur reasons i mean ok its reasonable... i don like her charcter too i agree ... i don like doesn't mean i don like the whole person ( totally ignore)... if i really dislike one person i wouldn't care... u neo wad i mean me?? if u don't understand i can jus tell u again... u wanted to write tt phrase i stopped u cos ish my fault ok... i tot at first it would like arouse her attention.. ppl mite be sensitive she got feeling oso rite... she ish still ur fren rite? ish she? isolate her??? if i put myself in her shoes i will definetly go BONKERs or cry maybe and asking myself "y y my fren treat me like tt"... she can change but she needs time... sometimes i don neo why u can get so well with her then sometimes not... nvm i partner her den u left alone with denise i tok to her then was tinkin y u neber tok to mi or us... then i tok to u u oni reply one or two... i don neo...i tink u still don understand me well... frm the begining u hab always neber set trust on mi and tt really hurts me a lot... cos neber ever frm i am born till now nobodi ever said tt... i tried to keep everything to myself secrets or wadever tt u told mi i neber even tell ppl... since u neber set trust on me forget it..nvm jus disappointed... wad has past is already over i don wish the same history to repeat... it wont be nice and will certainly leave a scar there ...

distance bet u and me oso went apart u wasn't that guy i neo the last time... not tt cheerful, social,caring and e.t.c... now u changed its like u are another person after the holiday... seems like everything are not impt even friendship among us ... priority is ur game and maybe i tink ur own fren more impt cos longer relationship... u are the one who said frens YOU shi lai zhao ni, mei shi bu zhao ni... ya true and u hate it... but u became one of them like tt.. after sch u went home so early... i mean ok la ish like even a class gatherin oso so difficult... haiz... complex... i don neo i don neo ... i may look happi outside... acting tough... u don neo how i feel oso....

i don neo i jus don neo wad is happening to tis world ...


shall leave and procceed...

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 7:13 AM

hee long time neber tag liaO le lo...

ytd oso damn slack lo haha in the morning went to see Aliff grp play dota, while watching then got one tall malay guy came and said "HELLO" , I tot he cannot see or jus wanna see them play ... then he actually want us to take pic and pose a TWIST sign for don neo wad contest... diaOz... (hannah say he handsome LOLZ) and got a freebie a small white car (word written with INTEL OMG i support AMD lo... wahaha) the day b4 actually eliza and me bet with me see who get that pink guy's msn first and i got it.. i neber feel pai sae lo jus gif him the whole foOlscap and said "CAN I HAVE UR msn ADD???? " he was like Smiling de la friendly tts y ask lo.. aniway 24 hrs he ish smiling wahahah.... YESH...one meal thx... :O then todae Business lec teacher neber come YESH and we got 1 hr break... LOLZ... went to eat at Beardboard ate Grilled chicken pasta with tomato saucy... i like the chicken but not the pasta...HOhO... BTH when takin bus 23 as there are some brainless ppl who don neo how to move into the bus... so wad she ish pretty BUT no brain... and so mani ppl stuck out there cannot come in... HENG ah all mui frens can bOARD or else i will stare at u lo...opps :P 6 pm went hOMe we 3 gals and sherman LOLz crapping away in buS 72haha, den when i got to change bus i panic cos i forget where i put my Ez link card lo... wahahaha i forgotten... and luckily i found it before bus came...:) pHEWs...


Today i changed my blog skins and also friendster's... aniway gonna change everything... :D hee today veri slack at home... planning to head PS to buy art materials but eliza was not feeling well and sherman wasn't free den went to compass point with my sister... :O walk walk walk saw the real Samsung D82O slim slim sia... like V3x but not flip phone.. heh... :O don neo leh wanna buy not... -_____- den went to buy campbell soup for next few days to drink waahahaha... -___________-'''' i miss corn soup :D den after tt went home makan lunch at ard 3plus liddat oPps mummy was back home olreadi wahahaha.... i was like "HI mummy opps"... LOLz... then i go buy the citigem pendant 5 bucks and ish a star for charity... :D den watched clips with mui sister.. do mask... :D HAHAHAHA tonite going out with mother maybe to see lotus in the stadium... :D

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 4:46 AM