I had a great day at school morning was Biz fundamental although is 3 hours of time consuming subject but its slacking subject... again i was late don neo y everytime change bus there so many ppl... next time i got to get on 27 at 7.30 like tt.... when i am attending for 9 am class...-____- we did make alex angry successfully and at appel we gave him his birthday present in advance first ytd we were free to go shopping to buy clothes for him... he is quite happy with it.. :) after tt was CCN at TCC a talk about "LOVE" ,"DATING", haix waste our time... aniway did enjoy... :) arts appreciation was a damn boring class... we are left there 1 1/2 hr there drawing and sketchin our pic... -___- boring lo.. 4 plus went home crapping on the bus ( i neo i keep smsing) craps craps craps... i tot its going to be ok.. kinda tired feel like going home to slp but didn't...

my sister came to me complaint a lot of things to me... 1.) my father say her cooking skill not gd no one will eat her food...
2.) abt my bro i so call bully my FATHER....
3.) my sister in law left lights on left water flowing the whole nite, my parents did not say anithing and say its ok...
WTH... y is it everytime my sister and i kanna scolding but not my bro nor his wife... for no reason oso scold... u all don like my bro behaviour why don wan to tell him straight oFF HIS FACE... but complaint to me oni... always me...

then my mother came home... my sister told her some things and asked her y don wan to tell my bro's wife? cos is repeating every habits... then later they quarrel... i don wanna interrupt , i wanted to speak up but its beyond control... it really sucks... i jus ask my mother, wanted to help her she jus yell at me.... wads wrong cant i help u... eveytime when my bro tok to my mother without manners and he even shout at my mother... i will always be the one be the one to protect u cos u are my mother... it hurts when he does tt to u.... i jus don neo y u still treat him and his wife so gd wheras my sister and i are like strangers or i don neo wad... tis is not the first time le i rather stay in sch or outside den return home...


hannah i tink everythings gonna be fine i jus wan to forget everyting... enjoy every second with u and frens in sch... I love u too... i hate myself ... a lot of things happened to me tis few days i don neo how to handle........... all becos of 1 person....

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 6:54 AM