YTD HEard some1 say that he like some1 or some1 likes him..sian down of cos... very sad... but still i msg him gdnite sms.. todae went work at bedok.. damn boring cos no ppl.. all the sales item so small size like small kids wear lo.. and so auntie..


hmmm got break tml to do proj.. actually doin miss j proj but bus fund come first... i almost forgotten.. eliza reminded me and ask me when do heng she ask or else no one going to make Initiative to ask and tt gones our proj durin hols... frm first week we are all so bz till now..even ask u all out oso difficult... how to do..and now every1 workin... crashed days.. cannot tis and tt... blame here and there... tml got time to do.. at least 1/2 of it then the rest can cont again on thurs or wad... cos we must score for tis (for everyone's own gd).. tis is at least nt last min if its last min den why still bother cos it wont be a gd report and of cos being penalised with low marks.. true a not..



haix.. asked.. ya he like some1.. and i knew whos tt.. nevermind.. i am now like shattered pieces.. the more i like the song be without u ... i jus feel tt i am associate with tt song... haix sad.. no mood... tire of all these i m not goin to do anything... sad sad...

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:32 AM

aw i was so tired maybe not used to it.. but i jus like standing :P haha morning woke up ard 11 plus then read newspaper and blah blah.. den asked my sis wad time she must board the flight she say 7 plus wow i grumbled abit cos she say 4 leave hse lo... -___- hMM misunderstanding then she got angry ask mi not to send her off.. its not wad she tink.. i was like WAH so long wad u gonna do there.. -___- haha anyway i got my way to say sorry .. i Love my sister Lots.. =* i cant bear if i never send her to airport.. i cooked pasta and baked some fries for her :) heh cos actually ytd wanted to cook sth nice for her but got to work therefore cooked todae.. she enjoyed :D yeah then ard 4 plus went to the airport with her checked in then walk ard.. haha explore.. seriously speaking i have not gone to airport fOR YEARS!!!! but still the same old terminal oni a few more shop... LOLx.. after a snack at popeye she gonna checked in was ard 6.50 flight at 7.50pm she wan to go in shop shop.. send her to departure hall.. last nite i already imagine i will cry lo.. hMM.. i was there saying bye bye to her.. wanna hug her but didn't den say bye bye my eyes became watery.. i am holding back but she lo keep saying i wan to cry liao i really cry... :/... den i see her check in tears jus came down my cheeks... maybe i am too stick to her... last time she go jus overseas i oso jus cry... cos i miss her ma.. everyday with her, have fun with her, share most things and secrets with her... but i jus wish her to play happily and take gd care of herself :D 31july i will go pick her back myself with PAPA!!! :) i GONNA BE STRONG cannot let some1 bully mi!!!!!!!!!!!!!! better dun step on my tail or U gonna get it frm me... I MISS HER!!!!! I LUV YA!!!!

then after tat my eyes so red went off to take train i neo gt ppl stare at me cos my eyes so watery... LOLx... den went bugis buy earings tat guy still remember us haha still ask which sch JC or pOly and got discount ... of 80 cents hahaha... den walk ard too mani ppl cant walk bugis street went to starbucks had coffee and verrona tiramisu... yum haha den watch a bit soccer then went home.. hMM tml gonna work haha tata ... :D slpslp

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:47 AM

Freaking tired tOdae MAN!!! haha todae jus changed a job to Pepper plus.. at first okok ... later in the evening the bOsses came down like spot check lo.. sO stress man... LOLx... haha my face burning hot lo.. i dun neo why LOLx... hMM tml 16/6/2005 my sis leaving singapore to Australia .. kinda will miss her lo.. and will miss her loads.. tml going airport with her i scare i cry lo.. :( how how how.. when i young tat time hOH she went australia lo only for like 1 week i cried a lot lo.. now she going there for like 1 mth plus... sob sob... aW!!!! wanna drop tears liao... then she care abt me so much say later bro bully me how... but bravely i said NO WAY HE CANT BULLY ME... >_< squint i will miss my sis.. REN!!!!!!!!!! aW!!!! tata nitenite tired... tml oFF.. HOHO... sat got work :P

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:57 AM